My name is Mark! This is my blog! I am going to write that I feel like I have no patience! I try very hard to have decent thoughts and try to keep things together. The truth is I do not know why I let things get to me. Some would say that I am very sensitive and those who know me have found that to be true. I do not find myself to be selfish, but with my low tolerance for certain things I seem to lose myself in the moment.
I am sure that you the reader has found yourself in a situation or a moment to where you find that you have done or said something that you not only regret, but you look at the mirrored past and realize that you do not even recognize the person in the darkened reflection. IT IS NOT FAIR to those around you. It is not fair to yourself.
Sometimes I feel that inside me there is an alter ego or some voice I am trying to keep quiet. I know this makes me sound crazy. I feel that it is good to be honest. My brain tells me to keep quiet while this beast rattling the cage is telling me to lose control. This beast whispers commands that makes me say whatever comes to mind first, do whatever comes to mind, finally to walk away and act like a adolescent who got told they could not go out on Saturday night. To sum it up in one word, pathetic!
Life is a struggle, life is a journey, life is a blessing from God. That is why this blog is called Mile 4 Mile. It is my journey throughout my life. I will talk about anything and everything that comes to mind in hopes to cage the beast. After all we do it day by day, moment by moment, and Mile 4 Mile!
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Mark,
ReplyDeleteYes, it is very hard to stay in control 100% of the time & not say things you regret or don't really mean. But I know that you are a very kind and wonderful person that brings a lot of joy to the world and me personally. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and thanks for being you!